True appreciation

I always “appreciated” my Mom. I appreciated her cooking for me. I appreciated her paying for my activities. I appreciated her for listening to me when I need someone to talk to. I appreciated her for knowing exactly what to say when I was upset. I appreciated her support and I appreciated her hugs.

I became a mom the moment I found out I was expecting my sweet Murphy Rose. Immediately, she was my baby and I loved her. The day Murphy was born my heart grew three sizes. She makes my world brighter by just being in it. Murphy is my peace on earth.

Now I can appreciate my mom for the real stuff. I feel humbled and deeply loved when I think of how my mom sees me through her eyes. I know that she wanted to be a mom with every ounce of her being – I’m certain she wished for me every day. I know that she worked hard to keep me fed, clothed and safe. I know she made mistakes and I know they didn’t matter, but I also know that she will never forget them. I appreciate what my mom has done for me and the unconditional love she has wrapped me in, and only did I truly appreciate that when I became a mother.

I know in my heart of hearts that my mom loves me more than life itself. To my mama and to all the moms young, grown, new and seasoned – happy Mother’s Day.